..yep..I like that..that you slip inside him..or maybe he's in you...that's a real writers process..like Ernest Hemingway..or John Steinback..I think he's going to unfold into an interesting character
...yep...I like that a lot

..I'm off to bed..I'll probably be awake at around 4am as usual..don't go disappearing again....until you go to NZ..your place is right here
,,,night night.

..I was probably watching a tsunami documentary at the time...I know with each wave something was going to burn.....**** knows what thoug...LOL..nightmare

..I think..he's you...an unfinished you..maybe I'm wrong..but it's.. hmm.. interesting you should want to write this when you are about to go travelling...a new world..an open book..I think he's you..
..maybe I think too much
..Oh, mine is cr*p... seriously...you see I get a thought and I write it down...but my thoughts are usually all over the place so it never stay in one place or can manage to carry the thought on..I'm a bloody nightmare..I have an erratic thought process...drives everyone crazy...but I'm not a writer or gifted like you...I just like to write down my thoughts sometimes..in case I forget them..and they're lost forever...I don't know whta the hell it was because I can never go back to what I was thinking when I wrote it....see...bloody nightmare

,,I would want to carry on reading that Ben..I can tell in the first few sentences if I am going to like the style of the auther..do you find that....if I don't like the style, it'll distract me from the story....do you know who he is yet....or does it just evolve as you write...does he have a name?
.....that's actually inspiring to see the beginning of a character...like being present at a birth Lol

*strokes your face as 'She's the One' plays*

..ok..but I do change stuff a lot before it's finished so this is nowhere near....
You can stare but can you see
The darkness that’s inside of me
It’s hidden well, within the shell,
No lips upon this earth will tell

Bleeding rivers flowing through
Their gurgling hue from red to blue
The tide will take each soul in turn

..yeah, I know what you mean..but I guess a painter couldn't paint if they weren't inspired..so writing is probably the same..if you go months or more without feeling like it..no matter..you won't lose your gift..and life is full of other things too...LOL..I actually had to look at what I wrote when you asked me..I write what seems right at the time..then I forget...because the thoughts go...does that happen to you.....I don't know I could copy and paste it to you...but it's nothing yet..em 7 lines LOL

..I love walking..in the woods or along the coast on a cold day..Norfolk has some great coastlines..I actually did a bit of writing yesterday..not much but it's the first time since I lost my files...so it's good that I felt like it....it was probably because I was worried about you....I was inspired LOL.

..you know you don't mean it...so I wont take offence
..and your cute when you're....smiting