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Originally posted by Lauren
Theres one huge issue I'm yet to resolve. So far in my life I've managed everything myself and overcome challenges... but some challenges are harder to overcome.
Like Dan, I am my mums 'carer' - though Uni has ensured that my dad now solely has that role and I only get it occasionally.
My mums condition has got gradually worse and a bond that was once strong has been weakened despite the fact we both need each other most at this stage. I... suppose I will lose her soon, and I don't want it to end like this. I'm not happy with it but I'm trying my hardest and its not enough. I don't know why its not enough, but it's just not.
I guess I'm spoiled in experiences... I'm not used to losing a battle but right now I'm losing the one battle I really want to win and I can't win.
Gah. This thread has made me think about things I don't want to.
Other than that one thing I am very happy.
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I'm really sorry to hear that Lauren.I hope things can get better for you and your mum.